the gateway into who you are ready to be
Led by
Laura Ahern & Ashley Pearlman

For many women drawn to I Am Beyond, holding back looks like:
Sensing a deeper calling, but staying in a life that feels safe, familiar, or expected
Knowing something isn’t aligned — a role, a relationship, a path — yet continuing out of responsibility or loyalty
Second-guessing your intuition until clarity feels buried beneath doubt
Dimming your creativity, vision, or desires because you’re unsure they’re “practical,” “allowed,” or “important enough”
It can feel like confusion.
But underneath, it’s self-doubt — not a lack of wisdom.
What if releasing what no longer belongs to you — the stories, roles, and inner negotiations — created space for clarity, trust, and truth to lead?
What if crossing this threshold wasn’t about becoming someone new…
but about finally living as the woman you already know yourself to be?
I Am Beyond is a 4-night, 5-day immersive retreat in the ancient redwoods for women who feel:
Called into something new, even if they can't fully name it yet
Ready to stop living beneath their own value
Willing to trust themselves - and see what opens when they do
This is the gateway into the life you've been quietly preparing for.
After years of sitting with women in pivotal moments of transformation, one pattern became impossible to ignore:
These were not women who lacked awareness.
They weren’t unhealed.
They weren’t disconnected from their intuition.
They knew what wasn’t aligned.
They felt the pull toward more.
Yet their lives hadn’t changed.
Not because they weren’t capable or trying hard enough —
but because they were still operating their lives around self-doubt instead of self-trust.
What was missing wasn’t more knowledge...
It was the ability to embody their true worth — to live as someone who trusts herself enough to choose differently.
Real transformation didn’t happen when they understood themselves better...
It happened when:
The body released old patterns of hesitation and contraction
Self-trust replaced second-guessing
Worth stopped being an idea and became a lived orientation
That’s why this retreat exists.
I Am Beyond isn’t about learning something new.
It’s about creating the internal conditions where your system finally integrates — so your choices, boundaries, creativity, and direction naturally align with your highest worth.
You’re not here to fix yourself.
You’re here to stop living from doubt — and start living from value.


When women aligns with her true value, her life naturally reorganizes.
Not forcefully,
But decisively.
She returns home and:
Trusts herself without needing permission or reassurance
Makes decisions more cleanly — without overthinking or self-abandonment
Says no without guilt, and yes without justification
Allows relationships, opportunities, and paths to rise — or fall away — based on truth
Creates from fullness instead of depletion or doubt
This isn’t a workshop.
It isn’t a course.
It isn’t about collecting more knowledge.
I Am Beyond is a somatic, energetic, and perceptual recalibration — one that allows worth, trust, and truth to live in the body, not just the mind.
By the end of this experience you won't just understand more.
You'll live differently.
You'll be:
Grounded in your inner worth, no longer negotiating your value or shrinking to belong
Clear in your direction, trusting your intuition and acting on it with confidence
Free from old identities and storylines that once shaped your choices but no longer reflect who you are
Embodied in your nervous system, able to hold visibility, responsibility, and expansion with ease
Aligned with abundance, allowing higher-level relationships, opportunities, and creations to meet you naturally
This is the work that changes how you live.
Not because you push harder —
but because you finally trust yourself enough to step forward.
the transformation - during & beyond
A fully held, embodied immersion designed to help you release what no longer belongs to you and stabilize truth in the body.
This is where contraction unwinds, perception clears, and your system remembers how to live from wholeness.
This includes:
Grounded morning practices to orient body and awareness
Somatic movement and embodied exploration
Breath, sound, and energy work to support release and integration
Guided inquiry and embodiment of your Creator Consciousness
Ceremony, ritual, and connection with the ancient redwoods
Deep sisterhood and shared presence
Transformation doesn’t end when you leave the forest.
This is where what opened becomes lived.
Following the retreat, you’ll receive 8 weeks of continued integration and support, designed to help your experience root into daily life.
This includes:
Guided integration experiences to stabilize what shifted
Ongoing somatic and energetic practices
Live group support and reflection spaces
Continued exploration of how your system speaks through body, emotion, and experiences
8 weeks of complimentary access to the Aeonara community, offering connection, shared awakening, and grounded support as you integrate
And now, something in you is asking to go deeper — not outward, not upward, but inward.
You know the next level of your life isn’t about another role, another responsibility, or another version of yourself to maintain.
It’s about releasing what no longer belongs to you.
You want to feel so grounded in your own worth and truth that your life begins to respond differently — without effort.
Because you know:
What shapes your reality isn’t what you strive for.
It’s what you embody.
You crave the kind of embodiment that doesn’t just talk about wholeness — it lives it.
Not because you’re trying harder — but because you’re no longer divided within yourself.
You know you’re here for more than survival.
More than managing.
More than getting by.
You’re ready to live from truth — clearly, fully, and without contraction.
a day inside
Imagine waking without urgency. No place to be. Nothing to prepare for.
Soft light moves through the trees. The crisp morning air feels clean, steady, alive. You step outside and notice your body is already arriving.
Mornings begin with gentle, grounding movement — yoga and somatic flow that restore presence, breath, and internal rhythm. Not to do anything. But to listen.
There is no role to step into. No version of yourself to perform. Only space to inhabit your body fully, as it is.
Breakfast follows — nourishing, intentional, unhurried. Conversation unfolds naturally, or not at all. Silence is welcomed here.
This is the tone of the day: steady, supported, deeply received.


The middle of the day is devoted to receiving.
This is where the deeper work unfolds — intuitive guidance, energy work, meditation, reflection, and somatic integration. Sometimes together. Sometimes alone. Always paced to honor your nervous system.
You may find yourself resting beneath the trees. Writing without effort. Sitting quietly as clarity settles — without needing to force insight.
Nothing is demanded of you. Nothing needs to be fixed.
The space does the work — gently, intelligently, precisely — allowing what no longer belongs to loosen on its own.
Spacious time between sessions is given to walk, rest, integrate, or simply be in your transformation.
Evenings carry a different quality — sacred and alive.
As the day softens, the energy shifts from inward to shared. From private clarity to communal presence.
Some nights invite ceremony. Some invite conversation. Some invite quiet reflection by firelight or candle glow.
There is laughter. There is tenderness. There are moments that don’t ask to be explained — only remembered.
Dinner is warm, nourishing, and unhurried. Nights often close with ritual, integration, or deep rest.
You return to your space feeling held — not by answers, but by truth.

Day by day, something reorganizes — not through effort, but through permission.
The nervous system settles.
The body remembers safety.
The inner noise quiets.
You’re not trying to change yourself.
You’re no longer holding yourself together.
By the end, you’re not “fixed.”
You’re more coherent —
clearer, steadier, and more at home in your own knowing.
You leave differently than you arrived.
Not because you became someone new —
but because what was already true finally had room to lead.
INTRODUCING
We work through the body, the mind, and the spirit — not as concepts, but as lived experience.
Receiving to:
Release what has been stored in the body
Loosen the limiting beliefs, storylines, and identities held in the mind
Restore connection to intuition, truth, and personal power
This is the work of emptying the vessel - so that what is true can finally live through you.
March 17–21, 2026, the I am Beyond Retreat
4 nights immersed among the ancient redwoods
Post-retreat virtual integration follows
to support the rooting of your wholeness into daily life
the retreat Grounds
A private redwood sanctuary for your full-bodied return.
We begin this journey in person, surrounded by towering redwoods, open sky, and the grounding presence of the land.
Located at Spirit Camp — a 27-acre private retreat space nestled against the Pacific Ocean — reserved exclusively for our group of women.
Forest paths, ocean air, deep restoration...






TO LEARN more about the location:
https://www.spirit.camp/
Check-in:
March 17 between 2:00–3:00 p.m.
Welcome Dinner: 5:00 p.m.
Opening Circle & Cacao Ceremony: 7:00 p.m.
Held fireside beneath the redwoods
Final Morning Practice: 7:00 a.m.
Closing Breakfast: 8:30 a.m.
Closing Celebration & Check-out: by 10:00 a.m.
4 nights / 5 days lodging at Spirit Camp
Nourishing, chef-prepared meals throughout the retreat
Full retreat programming, including:
Somatic release and embodied practices
Breath, sound, and energy work
Guided reflection and reframing of lived experience
Ceremony, ritual, and time immersed in nature
Shared sisterhood and deep connection that often continues long after the retreat
• Flights to/from Northern California
• Transportation to/from Spirit Camp (we will support you in coordinating)
• Any personal extras, tips, or add-ons
What others have to say:



People often ask me "How are you able to sit with women as they release old identities, soften long-held defenses, and step into something truer — without force, pressure, or needing them to explain themselves?"
My answer is simple: I create space for unconditional love and acceptance that liberates us from all distortions and suffering.
Not as a guide or a teacher —
but as a woman who learned how to meet herself beyond judgment, control, and the need to be certain.
This work comes from experience.
From surrendering what I could not control —
and discovering the quiet power of choosing truth, divine trust, and compassion in the unknown.
I’ve learned how to hold a field where women feel received.
Seen without performing.
Known without having to speak.
Because when you feel safe enough to be yourself —
to open, to play, to receive —
something loosens naturally.
You stop constraining who you are.
And you come home to yourself.
You become the woman who is felt — not because of what you say, but because of how fully you trust yourself.
This is why I Am Beyond was birthed.
Because reclaiming your inner authority isn’t just personal — it changes how you move through every part of your life.
It’s the way you meet uncertainty without collapsing.
The way you choose divine meaning instead of fear.
The way you stop abandoning yourself when things are unclear — and begin standing in truth.
This work is about living in conversation with your inner world —
learning to recognize the truth beneath your stories, and allowing your life to reorganize around it.
When you no longer contract around who you are,
your presence becomes coherent.
And that coherence is felt.
And because no woman is meant to walk a threshold like this alone, I Am Beyond is held as a shared container — guided by two devoted facilitators whose work meets you in harmonizing spirit, mind, and body.
Sacred guides for your return to wholeness

Laura Ahern brings a rare synthesis of intuitive perception and psychological understanding to her work.
With a background in psychology and advanced study in consciousness, energy medicine, and somatic integration, she understands not only what awakens — but how transformation stabilizes.
This retreat is guided by both deep intuition and grounded human understanding — allowing awakening to become something you can live, not just experience.

Pearl brings a deeply grounded, body-based approach to transformation — guiding women into safety, presence, and embodied integration.
With extensive training in restorative and Yin yoga, breathwork, and nervous-system regulation, she understands how the body releases, reorganizes, and learns to trust again.
Her work creates the conditions for insight to settle, soften, and become lived — allowing transformation to root deeply rather than remain conceptual.
why their partnership matters

Laura opens the channel — bringing through the highest light, truth, and intuitive clarity that awakens the soul and dissolves the distortion that keeps women small.
Pearl anchors the body — creating a field of deep safety where the nervous system settles, the emotions soften, and awakening can take root in lived reality.
Together, they create a transformational force no single facilitator can offer on her own:
Spirit integrated fully into the body — and finally feeling at home within yourself.
Insight becoming lived truth — not just something you understand, but something you are.
Awakening that holds — steady, grounded, unshakeable — instead of slipping back into old patterns.
A rebirth that doesn't fade, but roots into your bones — felt, integrated, and carried into every part of your life.
What's included
Every part of this experience was intentionally created to help your body soften, your spirit rise, and your inner world come back into harmony. This is where you stop carrying what isn’t yours and start receiving what has been waiting for you.

Sacred Redwood Sanctuary
Forest cabins nestled in ancient stillness — a space where your whole being can finally exhale.

Nourishment as Ceremony
Chef-crafted vegetarian meals prepared with devotion, grounding you into your body and into presence.

Restorative Movement
Yoga, breathwork, and somatic release to reset your nervous system and create space for receiving.

Sound & Ritual
Cacao, crystal bowls, firelight ceremony, and evening rituals beneath the stars.

Energy Healing
Guided healing and integration to restore your light and clear what no longer belongs to you.

Firelight Clarity
Channeled guidance and sacred sisterhood that illuminate your path and soothe your spirit.

Abundance Ignition
Reflection, journaling, and inner stillness that reconnect you to your self-worth, creativity, and your highest calling.

Deep Replenishment
Stillness, clarity, and the remembrance of wholeness returning into every part of your being.
Everything here is designed to help you release what’s heavy, receive what’s divine, and remember the truth of who you are. The forest — and life itself — are ready to hold you.
you are held

Shared Bunkhouse
A warm sanctuary for sisterhood, featuring two bunk beds and five single twins. Ideal for women who feel nourished by deep connection, shared presence, and communal energy.

Shared Cabin
A more intimate shared experience, housing 3–5 women in a cozy, semi-private space. Offers a balance of connection, comfort, and gentle personal space.

Private Cabin
A fully private retreat for solitude, rest, and personal integration. Ideal for women who restore most deeply in quiet and uninterrupted space. (Limited availability)
Seeking clarity? We’d be happy to speak with you.
Reach out: [email protected]
Everything you need to know
The retreat begins on Tuesday, March 17th, 2026 with check-in from 2–4pm PT. and concludes Saturday, March 21st by 10am PT.
Charles M. Schulz–Sonoma County Airport (STS) in Santa Rosa — about a 2-hour drive to Spirit Camp. This is the closest commercial airport, with direct flights from several major hubs.
San Francisco International Airport (SFO) — about a 3.5–4 hour drive to Spirit Camp. SFO offers many more flight options but requires a longer drive.
Travel is not included.
The retreat begins with check-in on Tuesday, March 17th from 2–4pm PT. We open with a welcome dinner and evening ceremony.
For standard guests, the retreat concludes on Saturday, March 21st by 10am PT. VIP guests stay for an extra integration day and depart on Sunday, March 22nd by 11am PT.
Payment in full is required to reserve your spot.
Refunds on the remaining balance are available until December 18, 2025 (90 days prior to the retreat). After that date, all payments are non-refundable. Spots are non-transferable unless approved by the retreat host.
Each day flows from sunrise to evening with guided practices, rituals, and embodied experiences. Between sessions, you'll have time to rest, reflect, and connect with the redwoods.
Your retreat includes all meals, snacks, desserts, teas, and beverages, prepared by world-class chefs. Meals are clean, high-quality vegetarian cuisine.
Yes. To preserve the sacred container:
Yes. This is a sacred container reserved exclusively for women.
No experience required. Come as you are — leave as who you were truly meant to be.
Enrollment is open until all spaces are filled. Spots are limited on this privately reserved land, so early registration is encouraged.